Blah, blech, grrrrr. I am having a miserable day. Not sure if it is the chicken or the egg. I am showing all the signs of coming down with something, achiness, sore throat, headache, slight temp....and I'm also feeling overwhelmed with everything. Am I overwhelmed because I feel ill or am I ill because I'm overwhelmed? Calgon take me away!
Last week was a tough one. I think that was because of my leg. Wouldn't you know that darn thing gave me fits all week. I think it was because I wasn't getting a chance to give it some rest. I was on my feet most of every day. I have been able to give it some rest these past two days but I still have a hint of a duck waddle. It irks me to have yet more knee problems. I am NOT patient and all those other gentle, biblical qualities about this. I'd love to take the surgeons kneecap and turn it, at the very least, 90 degrees. Why didn't he just take care of my problem why he was in there? My opinions of the medical field tend to be of the kind not shared in polite company.
I'm also frustrated because, given it is apparent I'm coming down with something, it could not be coming at a WORSE time. Bob and I are supposed to be going away for the weekend. This will be the first time in nearly three years that we've done this. This really sucks pond scum.
This isn't whining. This is full blown kvetching. No, kvetch doesn't cover it either. I'm b#t&hing!
My drugs are giving me troubles too. I've tried ignoring it thinking it would pass but it isn't. That torques me off too because we just paid $150.00 in CO-PAY for these darn things. The idea of flushing them and starting over isn't very appealing.
Okay...ok...find a good thing. Fiiiiinnnnddddd a good thing. My children are strong and heathy....that is a VERY good thing. God loves me even when I'm not very lovable. That is an AWESOME thing.
Back to task.
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